1st Ramadhan 1434 H

Boost up your ramadhan energy. If you usually do in a hundred percents of your energy, then raise it up to double. Imagine the reward, a huge merit, you won't got it in the other months, and who knows you will meet it holly month. Fulfill it, colour it, embrace it, grab it!!

There Is No Free Lunch In This World

      Perhaps, everything has its own value, especially time value. Imagine that you have some money in this moment, and it has been expected to growth in the future time, some like bank deposit.  Besides, a value of things in the future time, it contains some risks, may be you can buy a car right now with its value, but who knows in future, may be it is not valuable as now. Or , if you have an apple now, then what will happen a week after. Or, if you invest to the stock market, then how much it will grow.  My words are messy right?:D.

    More over the value of time its self, no one could pricing its value. We have already known about that fact, about how precious time is, but most of us (especially me) don't and don't want realize. The perfect example is me :D. I used to plan for each day in early morning, but I never accomplish the whole plan through the day.

This is an example of my plan :

And I have to pay the cost. Currently, I should have been studying abroad in Europe, travelling around Holland, German, UK so on, playing snow balls, learning about the culture,  soooo ooooon, and the most,experiencing of living in Europe. Can you imagine the feeling? Awesome!. Such a kind of great, great, great joy.

Briefly, there are many things I want to write, but I have another duty. But this is the conclusion : there is no free lunch in this world. Everything we did, it cost some value. Depend on what we do, we will earn some return or loss out.

Trip

I'm feeling icredulously upbeat and joyful right at the very moment of my life. I found the rhytm of life, expectation and plans. Tomorrow morning I will move to Solo for a month. And the best is after finished this step, I will propose you if there is a chance to come home, Jogja.
Would  you be patient to wait that moment, please?
Amiin, we will complete our Dien...

"since everything has been written down, why do you have to worry?"

A Plethora

For someone who love sound, as I am excited in quite. A melody of one vibrating string can reveal all the memories. What if, people are able to understand and cherish about this kind of sound, I may will always still in this quite. What if....what if

Ignorance

Fiuuuh, i knew that some people didn't like about me or the just the way i live.
Please, it's hard to be me, so don't blame everything i did. I have tried  my best, eventhough i will never satisfied all that you want.
People said that i am self -centered, individualism and so on...yes i am like that. But please forgive me, i have  been trying to be  better person, i am trying.

All I Wishes

Study abroad, yes this is what i have  been desire for this last four years. And it began when i was meeting some special woman,  her name is Stephanie Purnamasari Chitsadevi, for you see, her names has  unique matters, so long and sound so weird for moslems. I am not sure what she did to me, but it was clear that she has opened my eyes about the world. For instance, she had influence my mind and then i started to dream to travelling arround the world, visiting new wonderful places, meeting with new people and having experiences in a brandnew world. How exciting it is, awesome!!
You know, it bound to be wild. All i want is study abroad. Can  you imagine, i can speak english fluently, take picture in the places which only  few indonesian can go there, taste  various kind of delicious food, learn financial mathematics from the experts, try modern  technology and am i able to use, modify it, and sooo..many  other things.
Arrrrght....i am exhausted  but also excited... Could i...could i.
Yap, but i have decided to pursue my master degree in financial mathematics. Whether it will be or not, it doesn't matter. Just try my best, for better tommorow, for better life, for better education, for better nations, and ofcourse for you. I want to make you proud about me.
Nothing imposible.

Whether

Whether it is wrong or right, that doesn't matter.
I  just express some kind of feeling that screwing arround in my mind.
I think that it will be troublesome...