Despaired

Some decades ago, it might feel like you were waiting for a reply of your letters. A week, a month, a year but you didn't receive anything at all. Despaired, were you? Yap, nowdays you feel the damn same way when you are texting someone you really want to talk but she just read it or even worse ignored it (doesn't read it)....for a while 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Best Make Up

Once upon at time, the one I adored asked me a question : Did I look ugly without make up?

I said you better without make up, naturally.

Apa make up terbaik bagi wanita? Yang membuay mereka begitu anggun dan cantik? Nor bedak, lipstik, neither pakaian mewah, tas mahal.

I think, akhlak mereka, sikap mereka, tutur kata, pemikiran mereka, idealisme mereka, kegigihan mereka, kesederhanaan mereka. Dan semua itu ada di dalam, dari dalam, kulit luar hanya pelengkap. 

Just my thought, never mean to argue.

Better Not To Know

I, yes I really understand the circumtances I face. The feeling I feel could lead me into calamity. Believe me, I will not forget, I only don't want to know anymore. We have our own lifes. Best wishes for us two, see you in the otherside.

G.A.L.A.U

Galau, random, acak, perasaan tidak menentu, kadang kita tidak tahu sebab musababnya. Galau tanda kita masih hidup dan waras, berayukurlah. Berbahagialah, nikmatilah.

What A Day

It always come to be "What A Day" everytimes I meet her, accidentally or planned. It began years ago, when we came across took same class during our undergraduate program. At the first sight, honestly I didn't notice something special in this person that made me intersted. I just knew them (she with her twin) as noisy strangers who talk arabian to get the attention from the others, as I stayed calm as always. But everything turned shine, I was able to see how special she is, in every part. The way she talk, she behave, especially whe she smile were turned me melting.
And time goes on, while the destiny saya its own word and we apart, even so I still can reach her daily basis using gadget. We don't blame each other, we still fine more fine in my point of view because I knew the truth about what she feels. The fact is I always try to reach her just to make sure she is safe and sound, and get the benefit, gain more energy even she just send a smile emo.

Last time I see, as usual she talked problems a to z that I dont even understand, and I listen carefully, poin by poin try to resolve but I can't. That momment was awesome, marvelous, I can't describe.
She didn't talk cheap, in the end she said that the most important things right now, what she concerned at most right now, is how to be better in the eye of God, she didn't too much care in dunya things. I was calm when she said those, but that was deep. I will keep it. Everytime I meet her is what a day.





Sincerely Heart

Endurance

I said before that life is a series of decisions making. Unfortunately, life itself has its nature, I called a circle. A circular process' or an iteration that put a person in very high, bit lower to the lowest level. Everybody experiences this process, but each person has their unique time frame. There are person who suffer so long in the lowest level, vice versa. No matter how rich or how brilliant you are, everybody will through this process. A question appears, where is my current position? Am I in high one or fall below. Stay calm dude, it is not about our current or future position but the way we suffer day to day that will determine the value of our valuation. So endure please !!!